Another Late Night

Seems the whole worlds' gone crazy. Everyone wanting to kill one another. Spying on one another. Stealing from one another. I am trying to stay in a positive light and I am trying to fall asleep. But my mind races. Global Warming and Bird Flu and Mad Cow and HIV and and and and... the late night wanders on through my mind. And what about me? Money and relationships and living situations and crazy and and and ... the late night wanders on. Tomorrow is mothers day and I have to bless all the mothers and our mother earth. Perhaps someday I too will be a mother, perhaps someday I will get some sleep.

I have a plan to self publish my book and use any profits that come from it to pay for the rest of my education. It is really horrible what they do to you once you start to attend university. Well what the hell? I mean what is left after you have drawn out community college as far as one can, traveled the world as much as one can afford to without a purpose and stopped using drugs and booze. I wish that I would not be thousands of dollars in debt when I get out but it seems to be the only way. I am tossing around the idea of joining the peace corps after graduation to be able to travel again with a purpose and with loan deferment. I have mixed feelings about it because I think of the Peace Corps as a hippie branch of the military in a way. I have to do some more investigation.